Sunday, June 27, 2010

Confused...

Well I definitely haven't been on this thing in a while, but a really good friend of mine told me I should get back into blogging, so here I am. I guess I will just start back up with something short that it's on my heart right now.

There are so many things that I wish I could be that I am not,
So many things I wish I could have, but I don't.
So many desires I want to fulfill, but I can't.
So many dreams, but they won't all come true.
A heart for so many things that I may never accomplish.

So where do I go from here? I have no idea.
But I will continue to put one foot in front of the other and let God reveal my steps.
In the end I see my life looking something like this:

There are so many things that I was that I never saw.
So many things I had, that I never thought I had.
So many desires I fulfilled, and didn't even notice.
So many dreams came true, that I forgot about the ones that didn't.
Accomplished so many things that my heart couldn't even imagine.

That's just what came out of my heart and mind. I am feeling a lot of things I really can't describe or explain, maybe in time I will be able to put them to music and sing my feelings in a song. But for now, I am going to do my best to walk with God, and enjoy the journey.